like we never see each other, then when we finally get to, we argue. about nothinggg*. and now your accusing me of shit that isnt even true. i didnt grind on steve, like wtf? stop listening to what other people say and believe your girlfriend*. oh wait, you dont ever see me so nevermind. your too busy flirting with your dunkin girls. nasty. and now theyre all talking shit about me? i bet you didnt even try to stand up for me. you prolly started talkin crap with them. cuz you dont want any problems with your little whores. and on top of that, your friends are talking crap about me too. like what did i even do? nothing at all. im so fed up with it all. i didnt know we were back in middle school. TALK SHIT TO MY FACE, NOT BEHIND MY BACK!
lose you, i just cant. you mean way too much to me. youre my world, my better half, my everything. Weve been through so much, good and bad. We have become best friends and the love of each others lives. What would we do if it all just ended now? I would go insane. I cant go a day without even thinking about you. Since june seventeenth, we have been inceperable. We have seen each other practically everyday, we know everything about each other. Except these past two months, it has all gone downhill. Its taken a turn for the worst and im scared to death. I am trying so hard to show you that i want us, and this relationship but i feel like you overlook it, or you just dont care. But i will* prove to you that im still that girl you met at crown(: the one who loves you unconditionally and will do anything to make her babe happy. Just know that no matter what happens, you will never find a girl that loves you the way i do. Youre my one and only sweetie. I love you with all of my heart. Please dont ever forget that<3
how much it upsets me that i dont ever see you anymore, that you dont ever text or call me anymore, you dont even call me baby or babe or tell me how much i mean to you. i text you every morning, before you go to work, and before i go to bed telling you how much i love you and want you to have a good day. what do i get back? ‘love you too..” nothing else. i feel like i put in all the effort and dont get shit in return. you;d rather be at work with all your little dunkin girls. how lovely. and i hang out wth your friends, more than you do. i love hanging out with them, but theres a problem if im with them more than you. idk. this all sucks. you said you didnt wanna see me everyday like we used to, and i guess you got your wish. you get 40 hours a week at dd and your surrounded by better looking girls. but you know what? i have a lot more amazing friends now. people actually like me and wanna hang out with me. and i love it. if you dont wanna see me, your GIRLFRIEND*, then thats your loss. i love you till the ends of the earth, but you just dont understand that im putting in more effort than you. i want the josh i used to know. idl where he went, but i want him back. cuz right now im the eleventh wheel and i feel like im forever alone. fix it. please. understand what youre doing to me.
your top three favorite bands/artists.
im in love with a day to remember. their songs are absolutely amazing<3 i cannot waitttt to see them in mass next month! its gonna be dope(: i could go on forever about this band, and sing you every word of every song theyve ever had. lol
lil wayneeeeeee(: my sexy boyfriend lol. im in love with lil wayne almost as much as adtr. i know almost all his songs and hes always on shuffle with adtr and all my other favorite bands. i wanna see him in concert, but i would be sooo out of place ahaa
mayday parade(: theyre such an amazing band. ive been listening to them for forever. ive seen them live once and it was so amazing! i want to see them again soon definitelyyy(:
talk about your pets. or the pets you would like to have.
i love my puppiesss(: well, theyre not puppies now, but i call all dogs puppies lol. i have a coon hound and a boxer/shephard/and a million other things mix haha. theyre my babiess<3
for the pets that i want, ive always wanted a short-haired mini doxie. i really want a great dane too, now lol and of course a cute kittyy(: